Monday, December 07, 2009

Running low ...

From morning, all of a sudden, my brain is working only at maybe 1/4th of what it can and 1/2 of what it does usually. There is an emptiness which I cannot quantize or characterize and nor do I want to because I could end up melancholic, lots of cris-crossing thoughts, sunk motivation and energy levels down. Is it bad weather? Not really. But it is not a good start to this week, anyway.

Last week, had action at work. Was active and found it really challenging to keep up with the amount of diverse, maddeningly long discussions, but time really well spent. Some actions heaped on me as well. :)

Mmm. Let me get my moorings. Have to immerse into work to get out of this rut. First, a cuppa Cappucino or a shot of Espresso to kick me out of this stupid stupor.

16 comments:

gils said...

:)))) enakku epovumay apdi thaan iruku :))

RamMmm said...

Ha Ha Ha. I can decipher some of your posts pretty well. Some wavelength match somewhere.

Oru break, as you said, may do some good. Maybe a different group, different location (back to Madras?), different company? (I dunno if jumping companies help. I joined my new one in Jan of this year after a long stint at the earlier one, but the ghosts which made me jump are not fully exorcised yet, but in hindsight I felt that I jettisoned at the right time)

Srivats said...

oru coffee ya podunga ellatti oru sarakka podunga ellam sariyaadum.. hehe :)

well I have been there done that, sometimes it happens, just find your zen spot it can be anything from a song to visiting a good friend, neraya list vachikonga so u can resume to one or another

take care :)

Annam said...

happada open aakiduchu comment potti:)

Annam said...

7 naalum ungalukku velai irukanumnu naa aandavana vendikeren:)

RamMmm said...

@Srivats - It was a passing cloud. By late evening, was back to normal. Once in a while, the mood swings to extremes. Coffee did help to an extent. :) I have to be careful with songs. 75% songs I like are சோக பாட்டு or something sad associated with it. :-|

sarakka? yabbaa. aala udunga? :-O

@Annam - அஞ்சு நாள் வேலையே சரியா பண்ணறதில்ல, இதுல ஏழு நாள்? இதுல ஆண்டவன் கிட்ட வேண்டுதல் வேறயா? சும்மா இரும்மா. பலிச்சுட போகுது :-)

savitha said...

:) If not for these mood swings, we would be machines :). Hope all is fine, now!! Take care!!

Swaram said...

I want to have a cuppa filter kaapi nw :P

RamMmm said...

@Savitha - Thanks - Passing cloud -Perfectly okay now
@Swaram - yaenu nimma officealli filter kaapi (degree filter, note it) idhiyaa, illaa barii Bru/Nescafe thaana? Too much if real filter coffee is there. :-Þ

Swaram said...

Illi coffee ne illa Ram .. filter irli :(
Hv to go out and get it :(
Elixir for head ache :P

RamMmm said...

Aenri idhuu? Coffeegey cost cutting maadidhaarey?

raamanigey rakshey illa
bheemanigey bhikshey illa
thara aagbittidheyaa nimma office?

Anyway coffee is the best thing for a headache along with some fresh air. :-)

Swaram said...

Cost cutting alla .. illi tea rajya :P
But whatever it is, the machine ones r so tasteless :(

RamMmm said...

Oh Artha aaithu. Naanu yaavaagalaadharu tea kudiithini.

True to an extent, maybe the machines overheat the water/milk too much. Mané taste adharalli irallA.

zeno said...

I never knew u were so comfy in kannada too. :)
BTW ghosts pathi ellam thaniya sollunga :)
And the reason for running low is kolangal got over and not watching it has caused this for you. soon start watching another serial and you wont feel this.

RamMmm said...

Oye Zeno, Kannada is also my mother-tongue. Can flip comfortably between Kannada and Tamil. Only problem is in understanding some parts of chaste or technical Kannada they use in news bulletins and in reading quickly (I can read Kannada slowwlllyyyy) :-)

Ghosts are all personal ghosts w.r.t. office because of some reflection repeatedly done, office ghosts illai. :-) [eppadiyellaam kuzhapparaangayyannu sollaradhu kaekkudhu]

Thiruppi naan andha velayaattukku varalai, esp. with Tamil soaps. :-)

zeno said...

read veraya? appa mother tongue sollalam :)